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Just would like to show some wonderful nights in Melaka - river cruise ...

There are times when our heart waver

There are moments when we question ourself

There are minutes when our mind goes blank;

and our soul start to give in to Despair

Lost in time

Lost in our aim

Lost in our belief

Lost in our path

Lost in gripping the rope which once leading the way

It's like when tears are falling apart in rains

Getting washed up without trace

Feeling like sinking in the depth of dark

Seeing the dim light in darkness but helpless with no strength

'Lost in time is like tears in rain' ....

Persefahaman antara manusia penting, so for that perlunya perbincangan semua pihak. Thus what we need is duduk beramai + bincang. However kata sepakat tidak dapat dicapai jugak kalau ada antaranya yang terlalu mementingkan diri, tidak memikirkan pihak lain. Dalam hati mungkin pikir 'biarlah, asal aku tak rugi, sama-sama tanggung lebih baik dari aku saja yang rugi lebih sket', padahal keadilan is base on what we get and what we give. 

Persefahaman jugak tidak mungkin dapat dicapai andai ada antaranya yang terlalu give in, terlalu memikirkan pihak lain sehingga ada yang pijak kepala. Manusia mungkin mendiamkan diri tapi dari situ kepercayaan dan give and take will start to shatter. At this point, sifat mementingkan diri will be thicker day by day, and trust will start to break, and from this point, bond will shattered totally ..... 

Just some petty thought .....

Ada satu website untuk kesihatan dicadangkan oleh kawan aku, cause by my issue last week. Last week aku terjumpa kawan yg dah lama tak jumpa at my new workplace. So since dah lama tak jumpa, first thing yang dia tegur, "wahh dah makin comel awak ni kan, cantik", oppss blush me, ahaks!.

But then, dia tegur 2nd thing, with good intention he said, "awak, saya tengok awak makin bahagia, dah berisi dari dulu (with big grin)", DARN! Dalam diam dia kata aku berisi, hahahaha... Aku tak ada la terasa, but tak sangka direct dia nak tegur kan, but I like his way, soft way, muahaha... Dah nama perempuan, mesti la sensitif bab ni. But I do appreciate it. At least ada gak point untuk aku exercise.

So salah sorang kawan aku ni, lelaki jugak who care the most of his health then suggest me this website, where I can learn how to exercise, either simple one or hard one. So aku pon try la tengok website ni, then I find it's very useful! Seriously, tak perlu nak ke gim pon ko boleh build up body. Tak perlu alat-alat asal ada semangat. Tak perlu pon 1 jam di gim, setakat 10 minit sehari pun dah cukup.

If you think it's a waste, seriously your wrong~! Just go and see yourself this website
Passion4Profession, you'll see that is perfect!

These days, I've got more of free time to spent with things I love to =). So, one of it, I started to watch Korean drama again. Hahahhaha, so what? If boys prefer to play or choose keyboard and joystick over girlfriend, a girl/woman is still a female who love to shed tears and laugh crazily in front of pc XP .

Just now I've finish watching Korean drama "Scent of A Woman". It's last year drama, about a woman (Lee Youn Jae) who suddenly had been diagnose cancer, and will only live for about 4-6 month. BUT what I'm pointing is not about the drama story, but the positive content of this drama. Youn Jae, knowing that she had less time and more things to do, she did lists of what she wanted to do. It might seems cheesy, or mushy, but there's lot more to it:

1.  Make my mum smile once a day
2.  Revenge against those who harassed me
3.  Learn tango
4.  Whatever I want, eat and wear, I won’t hold back
5.  Try on a wedding dress
6.  Have a date with Junsu!
7.  Go cycling along the coastline
8.  Be just like the heroine in a movie for a day
9.  Find my first love

10. Sing a love song with the one I love
11. Receive a proposal that all women in the world would die for
12. Contribute whenever I can
13. Get my mom remarried
14. To have teacher forgive me
15. To be a meaningful person to somebody
16. To leave the traces of my life

17. To leave a real cool impression in front of people I know
18. To get kissed while having a White Christmas
19. Do everything with the person I love
20. And lastly, close my eyes in the arms of the person I love…

It's a venom to our soul, if anyone would happen to have the same or similar issue. Not the disease that is painful, but the fact that a person not been able to fullfill his/her desire; future plan; or dream. It's easy to say, but at least this drama taught me the value to live life to the fullest! We may breath for until we age to hundreds of year, but we also may live for as far as now.

Thinking that life may end in a matter of time, doesn't mean we have to grief and regretting. Cheer up! Do what you want to do, be what you want to be, and have what you want to possess. If all that you want to do have been fullfill, doesn't mean you would have to stop, then start to wait for death. Instead, list and think of the next thing you haven't done, and do it as long you have the time with you. 

Same for other person, even if death is not around the corner, live to the fullest also! Be positive! Make your life meaningful. Don't hesitate, don't regret, but take full sincerity in everything that you do, then you won't have much to regret.

Live Life to the Fullest!