I Don't Seek Simpathy ...

Monday, August 20, 2012 Xarruc 2 Comments





I dont seek for simpathy
A cheap feeling that toring pride

I dont seek for simpathy
Far away from fonding atttention
As burden be on me as if gain through thee mind

I dont seek for simpathy
As its not in my gain nor my vain
Never will be.

I dont seek for sympathy
As respect and pride linger in me never to be stomp
BUT once crumble
Mind start to shuffle
Heart start to waver
Still pride stood straight
Holding in thoughts
Holding in tears
Once be touch fall out the tears

Dont sympathy, never put attention
my heart still tumble, and start to fall apart, and apart.


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:: source :: Google ::

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Salam Aidilfitri

Sunday, August 19, 2012 Xarruc 0 Comments



 I'm still in city, tapi di mana-mana pun tiap pagi raya feeling 'aura' pagi raya tetap terasa, and waking up this morning, keluar sahaja dari rumah terus terasa hening sangat pagi raya ni. 
Kalau di kampung mesti lebih terasa, dengan pelita panjut berderetan dan bunyi kokokan ayam. Indahnya!

Hope lebaran semua bermakna and penuh keindahan.
Salam Aidilfitri to all bloggers and also happy holidays walau di mana pun,
moga lebaran semua penuh dengan kenangan!


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2 Day to Raya 2012...

Thursday, August 16, 2012 Xarruc 2 Comments




Hari ni di office once clock hit 5-5.30pm, floor bising tiba-tiba bila semua sibuk wish raya sesama rakan kerja. Before this aku sendiri minta untuk kerja pada hari raya. But this year bila aku betul-betul nak cuti, cuti ditolak. Kejam gila aku rasa. Dah penat fight tapi tak dapat. Hilang respect. First time in my life, aku rasa sayu sangat bila semua orang dapat cuti, dapat balik kampung, dapat jumpa kawan-kawan and family, tapi aku sangkut tengah-tengah bandar konkrit ni. Sekarang pon dah rasa bergetar dada sebak, ntah macam mana la malam raya nanti bila takbir raya berkumandang. 

But what to do, everything in life have a reason, DIA tentukan mesti bersebab. Kalau DIA tarik something, mesti DIA beri something, and if we hold in and be patient, HE'll give extra in advance, right? So siapa yang tak dapat cuti raya macam aku, don't be sad to much. Braise yourself and ingat ada sebab untuk setiap yang DIA lakukan =)

Bila tengok kawan-kawan happy, tersenyum gembira nak bercuti raya, I feel happy for them, sincerely. Selamat Hari Raya friends and buddies~! Hopefully raya korang filled with joy and laughter.



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BIG problem *SIGH*

Wednesday, August 15, 2012 Xarruc 0 Comments





Oh my!, I've got BIG problem. Aku ni baru lagi dalam Google+, so I was exploring, and I didn't know that kalau terdelete photo's dalam Google+, blogspot post features will be effected also. So aku ada ter-delete and men-delete (excuse me for my bahasa suka hati) beberapa duplicated photos this morning. 

Sekarang bila baru nak buka blog, all my post yang bergambar dah tak ada foto (which I did delete unknowingly). Okee, I know, noob me.

 *Sigh* (mengeluh pulak, double work nak adjust everything).

Even aku ni blogger 'jalanan' jer, but just need to say:

Phoenixarruc is under maintenance



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Header Blur ...

Monday, August 13, 2012 Xarruc 0 Comments




Bila aku boring, aku suka main Photoshop. making my photos collections more 'elegant', nampak cun mata memandang but not too fake-with-edit. I'm sooooo lack of creativity when it comes to blogging. Sebab tu aku jarang post. Actually it's a waste not to blog. Since aku tak ada idea, I thought baik aku senyap dari aku merapu meraban something not my interest. 

Now, I'm beginning to change my header, but aku yang tersangat la TAK kreatif ni tak ada idea cun, maka keluar la header huduh di atas. Ikutkan ada jer adik aku boleh cantikkan header aku. But a big NO, I want to do it with my own effort. 

*Sigh* (melangut kejap depan laptop, ntah bila nak dapat idea).

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Lagu yang Merdu ...

Sunday, August 12, 2012 Xarruc 0 Comments



Right now I'm in office, working on weekend, sangat tenang bila pegi kerja jalan lengang, balik pon tak jem macam usual workdays. While doing my works, somehow aku dengar member kerja aku melagukan ayat suci Al-Quran. Merdu sangat suara dia. Mendayu.  Rasa nak jer duduk lebih dekat. Aku jadi kagum kejap, sebab sambil buat kerja, dia mendengar dan membacakan ayat suci Quran, sedangkan dia gadis cina mualaf. 

Rasa kecil sangat jika nak dibandingkan dengan dia. Tidak semua boleh menjadi insan istimewa seperti dia. Seburuk mana manusia di mata kasar, mampu lagi menjadi insan sehebat dia selagi ada keinginan. 


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Once In Melaka

Sunday, August 12, 2012 Xarruc 2 Comments


Once In Melaka - River Cruise
Just would like to show some wonderful nights in Melaka - river cruise ...

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