Luahan: Penolakan
A week go my friend and I went home to our home town. Aku balik saja nak relakskan otak dari kerja yang serabut. But my friend she went home because her mom's wedding day. Pahit untuk ditelan, but that's the reality. Kawan aku ni dah kematian arwah ayahnya sejak sekolah rendah lagi. And sejak itu mak kawan aku ni hidup tanpa suami sampai la tahun ni mak dia cadang nak kahwin lain. As anak, takkan la dia nak reject happiness mak dia kan? So she agree but her heart refuse, as in her mind her late father is still pure, alive in her heart.
After balik dari cuti, aku tengok kawan aku ni murung jer. Tup tup alih-alih lepas tu kuar status FB "it's so damn hard to accept but I try, but too hard". Aku tak mampu rasa apa dia rasa, situasi tak sama, but it's enough for me to see that she's frustrated that her father's place in her mother's heart had been replace.
Aku tak tahu nak pujuk dia macam mana, as aku ni bukan la mulut manis or pandai bersusun kata. I'm a straight-forward person. But I did say that 'kadang-kadang bila emosi mengatasi waras akal, kita slalu think of ourself
more than that other party...Ada masa we have to stop our emotional and
start to think from that party shoes.. memang kata-kata mudah dari tindakan, but
at least we try to.'
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