Hari ni aku off day, so aku lepak aja di rumah, malas nak keluar as semalam dah puas berjalan keliling TAR and SOGO, KL. And today aku sambung semula kerja mengarut aku, edit gambar. I'm not a photographer, so aku tak reti prinsip snap and shot jurugambar, pegang lense pon bergegar so gambar sangat la cacat tak ada seni. Gambar kenangan jer, and edit pon edit bagi gambar cun sket jer... So I think of posting the shots, which captured my memories of those time.. Taraaaaa!~~

:: Gambar ni diambil di Bukit Tinggi, Pahang. 

I like it here, macam dekat Eropah, 

I think every Malaysian tahu. 

Cantik untuk photoshoot but not much to do ::

          A week go my friend and I went home to our home town. Aku balik saja nak relakskan otak dari kerja yang serabut. But my friend she went home because her mom's wedding day. Pahit untuk ditelan, but that's the reality. Kawan aku ni dah kematian arwah ayahnya sejak sekolah rendah lagi. And sejak itu mak kawan aku ni hidup tanpa suami sampai la tahun ni mak dia cadang nak kahwin lain. As anak, takkan la dia nak reject happiness mak dia kan? So she agree but her heart refuse, as in her mind her late father is still pure, alive in her heart. 

         After balik dari cuti, aku tengok kawan aku ni murung jer. Tup tup alih-alih lepas tu kuar status FB "it's so damn hard to accept but I try, but too hard". Aku tak mampu rasa apa dia rasa, situasi tak sama, but it's enough for me to see that she's frustrated that her father's place in her mother's heart had been replace. 

          Aku tak tahu nak pujuk dia macam mana, as aku ni bukan la mulut manis or pandai bersusun kata. I'm a straight-forward person. But I did say that 'kadang-kadang bila emosi mengatasi waras akal, kita slalu think of ourself more than that other party...Ada masa we have to stop our emotional and start to think from that party shoes.. memang kata-kata mudah dari tindakan, but at least we try to.'

Yesterday, I was bored at home alone. It was raining, then I started searching for old song and how happy I am i found a HD live for this one great J-Rock group I love, X-Japan. This song, and the concert touches me the most. Every person who never knew them, but once heard their song and mostly this live willl feel the soul and sincere in their song. Here is the really last song of their last concert, X-Japan The Last Live: Endless Rain.

In life, we got people around us, surrounding, living as friends, families and acquaintances.
And living in a happy cheerful life is better than anything.

Yesterday, because of bored, my colleagues ajak kuar pegi IKEA, jalan-jalan, and makan IKEA most famous Sweedish food, meatball (errrr, aku suka jugak tapi tak ada apa yang special sangat pon... ngeee..... ). And then I remembered that I want to buy a simple table lamp all along. So, I bought a simple square table lamp. Sebabnya aku nak DIY on the lamp. Dan lama tak buat kerja mengarut gini. Hurmmm we'll see whether menjadi or not.

Dalam hidup ni banyak yang kita kena pikir. Bukan setakat pikir untuk diri sendiri tapi pikir untuk orang lain jugak! Kalo 11 orang terlibat, kesebelas hati kena jaga and belai (tak penat ker???). Kengkadang kita terlalu menjaga hati orang, sebagaimana kita hendak orang jaga hati kita. BUT, ntah orang yang anda jaga tu, selesa ke?? Boleh terima ke dia dengan cara anda?

Slalu orang cakap tarik helai rambut biar tak terbang tepung (erkkk.... betul ker perumpamaan ni? Belasah je laaa...). Tapi wat per nak penat2 nak tarik rambut tu, punya la jaga sampai habuk tepung tak terbang, sedangkan guna la cara bijak sket, penapis kan adaaaa (huhhhhh? penapis??).

Mudah kata, jujur je la dari hati ke hati. Nak menyuruh, mintak dengan hemah. Kalau nak meminta, tanya dengan baik. Kalau nak mengajak, cakap direct one by one, tak payah la guna orang tengah. 

 Macam cerita sesetengah orang kampung, sampai dah masuk iklan; yang jiran sibuk melobi laki dengan strategi bagai kalah Sun Zi (erkk.... sape pakcik Sun Zi ni???) sebab nak lawan perabut sape paling lawa, paling mahal, paling berjenama... Perlu ke strategi gitu? Cukup la sekadar straight-forward, kalau tak dapat sudah la. Kalau tak mampu, tunggu la nanti. Kalau tak nak ikut, cakap je la takde keinginan, kan mudah. Jujurlah, kan mudah.